Former Disney Channel actress Bella Thorne recently published a poem on her Instagram claiming she was molested her whole life.

Thorne posted the poem on Instagram accompanied with a number  of nude photos. (Related: Former Disney Channel Star Bella Thorne Announces She Directed Porn Film)

Thorne begins the poem writing:

“What is wrong with me? Why do I always need Validation from everyone but mostly men… Everyone keeps telling me to be single, be alone, and make your self happy. But All those things sound so f****** scary to me. all I want is him. I want him to hold me, I want him to love me, I want him to tell me it’s ok, I want him to look me in the eyes and let me know I’m accepted. Why? Because I can’t accept myself.”

She continues:

“For some reason in my head I’m just not f****** good enough. Not good enough for him or Her or anyone else. And if it’s not him I just look for the “next” him, or her Why can’t I just look for the next me? Find me and accept me.”

She then notes she was molsted her whole life and exposed to sex at a young age. (Related: Former Disney Child Actor Bella Thorne Claims She Was Molested From Age 6 to 14)

“Was it because I was molested my whole life. Exposed to sex at such a young age it’s all I know how to offer to the world…or is it because I was raised to think I wasn’t good enough. Not good enough for her or anything else. But it doesn’t matter what happened to me..”

She continues:

“What matters is whats happening to me right now. I can’t blame my childhood, in fact I can’t blame anyone for anything. All I can do is blame me. I blame me for not loving myself. I blame me for not thinking I’m attractive, I blame me for putting this on everyone around me. Expecting people to love me enough for me to love myself. But at the end of the day that will never happen. Because the only way to get to your end goal is to work through it. Not around or above or try and find a cheat code so you don’t have to hurt as much.”

Thorne then notes that life is full of hurt, but it also contains loving and accepting. (Related: Paradise City Actress Bella Thorne: “I’m Actually Pansexual”)

“You have to hurt in this world. Hurting, loving, and accepting. That’s what our emotional world lays on. Right now I only have one of those things. Can you guess what it is? Hurting. Right now I only hurt…but I’m not hurting for other people no I’m only hurting myself. By not loving me and by not accepting me.”

Thorne concludes that her poem is about her Mom and Dad, herself, and her followers:

“Usually these free handed writing bits..they have an end, but I don’t have an end. I’m still figuring it out as always. So is that ok? Is it ok to know what your end goal Is but absolutely no way or idea how to achieve it. It’s probably not but I can only start by accepting it.
This poem is about mommy and daddy and me and you ❤️ #thelifeofawannabemogul

What do you make of Thorne’s poem and Instagram post?

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